With that, he broke down sobbing.

August 28, 2008 — 2 Comments

I couldn’t help but be moved by the post “I Miss Him” over at Beauty from the Heart. It’s the kind of story that could rock you to the core. As I read, I felt a deep and heartfelt sadness for Charles Templeton – oh! If only he could see the hope! If only he could see that He who had no sin became sin for us, that the Jesus he misses so much could be seen again someday.

It reminds me of a question I was asked the a couple months ago.

I help at my church each Wednesday, and one Wednesday I was talking with some of the guys there about John Piper’s book, God is the Gospel. I’d never read it, so I was intrigued. I was leaning on the door frame of the office, another guy sitting in a chair in the corner, and one guy sitting with God is the Gospel in his hands in a chair by the desk. He told us he was very moved by this book.

“There’s this great part,” he told us, “somewhere early on, where John Piper asks this question.” He started flipping through the pages. Finally he found it.

“It’s like this,” my friend said, “If we were able to go to heaven, to receive all the benefits of eternal life, no pain, no tears…but Christ was not there…would we be satisfied?”

We all stood silent as he looked up. I glanced down at the floor.

Finally, our reader broke the silence. “I think each of us, sometimes, might honestly answer ‘yes’ to that question.”

That was pretty scary – and many times true for me.

So, I find myself working each day to grow a deeper affection for Christ, and the way I do that is by constantly reminding myself of the cross, and studying books that grow that deeper affection for Christ. But is my affection that deep? Would I honestly say I would not go to heaven without Christ?

If you haven’t read the story and interview of Charles Templeton, just stop right now and do it. Then come back.

Okay. So, you’re back.

Are you like him? Do you long to see your Savior’s face? Do you long to run to him? Do you cry out for Him, and Him alone? Can you honestly say, “give me Jesus, give me Jesus, only Jesus“?

I pray that I can. And I pray you can as well.

Tim Sweetman


Tim Sweetman is a young writer, blogger, and student who lives near our nation’s capital, Washington D.C. He has been much more widely known by his “code-name,” Agent Tim. This name also served as the name of his popular blog, which received over 750,000 visits between 2005 to 2007. In 2005, he quickly rose to become a leading teenage spokesperson and cultural critic within the booming blogosphere, taking on issues such as MySpace, alcohol, homeschooling, pride, racism, tolerance, and other topics relating to our culture today. His blog has come to the attention of people such as Albert Mohler, C.J. Mahaney, Alex and Brett Harris, and La Shawn Barber. Tim’s written work has appeared in Lifeway’s Living With Teenagers (February 2012), Lookout Magazine, FUSION Magazine, The Brink Online, The Old Schoolhouse Magazine, Virtue Magazine, Regenerate Our Culture Online Magazine, and on many other blogs and websites across the internet like Marry Well and the Lies Young Women Believe Blog. He has also been featured in WORLD Magazine, The Towers Magazine, and Maryland Newsline. He is scheduled to have an article appear in Veritas Magazine this December. Most recently, his work can be found on Focus on the Family’s Boundless Webzine. His personal interests include writing (surprise!) and sports, both watching and playing. He is a die-hard Washington Redskins fan.

2 responses to With that, he broke down sobbing.

  1. The other day and yesterday, I heard someone say, in the area of the elderly, that they were “closer to heaven”. I am 44 years old and had never thought of it that way. While I am excited about being “closer to heaven”, I am SO eager to get to heaven, as I feel tired of the life I live (this is NOT to sound suicidal!). Outside of the day-to-day life of working and paying bills, there is the blessing we give people through God’s working in us. Some times, many times, we don’t see the impact or know the impact He has had on others. We probably won’t know of that impact until we get to heaven. Lord, come quickly!

  2. Wow. That is an amazing question. It really made me think.

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